Poetry
You are not the person you were
What happened in the last one year?You didn't tell anybody the battles you foughtIt was your first time so you lostBut did it hurt? Did it drive you crazy?You are numb and thoughts are hazy
Did you give another shot? Did you try once again?Did all the efforts went in vain?Hallucinations as if I was on marijuanaNo one came, no one came
When I needed them the mostWhen I thoughtI won't be alone, in the struggle and all of them leftThe courage, the strength and the support I hadEverything leftwhen the panic attack I had!
It was out of blue and sweaty palms, dried lips, skin turned red and claustrophobic headTears were rolling downWas laughing like a clownWanted to end myselfThe rat poison on the shelf
Extended my armTo calmThe pain I felt that momentThe thoughts were my biggest opponentsEverything got blurry and I lost it!I don't know anything what happened?